I'm back...........More random thoughts

I know its been a min since I last been on here. Been having to work OT at the job and spending quality time w/ my girl. But I'm having a good day, watching the Cowboys game.

I see that there is a difference between living in Ark and living in Memphis. I see so much in moving back to Memphis. Im waiting on these jobs in TN to call me back. But I want to go back to the place that made me who I am today. When I went to school in Memph, I learned I had to adjust, to become a more relaxed person, and to be a man that don't back down.

When I went back to Ark for my job, I saw something. A lot of these dudes in Ark, they gonna act hard, act like they the shit, yet I see that they not gonna leave their comfort zone. I learned in Memphis that a lot of dudes go out & venture. I also saw something in Greek life and other aspects in Ark; they gonna act hard in the state of Ark, yet they just gonna stay in the box. Trust me, I ALWAYS gave them an invite to things in Memphis, now they do claim they go hard, but they never accept a new challenge and some do not WANT to come to Memphis. Also, a lot of these cats in Ark are like 50 Cent, keep arguing about people talking about them and being paranoid, but I then look at them and look over my shoulder and ask them "Who are you talking about???? No one is after you............" Or when they do go somewhere, they are low-key to the point they don't even wear their letters. Sorry for the blasting..............but when I came back from Memphis, I had all these dirty looks toward me, and I was the good guy, sorry if I dont let drama run my life

I'm blessed to go to the U of M, I had opportunities to do stuff there I know I couldn't hae done in Ark. It did help me to become a better social person. I got to perform in Stepshows in 4 states. I had better role models in TN than I did in Ark...............

But Also I found my future wife in Mem. I've known Jenna since our frosh orientation 7 years ago, yet we've been serious for the past few months. I just miss Memphis and I miss her, I miss my brothers there. I know I don't have that blood family there, but I have family there, if you know what I mean.

That Jarrid E. Johnson, born in Hot Springs, where I was that different one, the one that was picked on, is DEAD!!!! He died when he stepped foot over that bridge, yup, THAT bridge...........Its now Jarrid E. Johnson S.k.a. King Jaffe da 5-Club, and I will NOT back down from a challenge..............Holla at cha boi!!!!