If many of you have noticed something on Twitter, it is
true: I have deactivated my old twitter acct & created a new on. With all the stuff I was going through, I
thought it would be time for a change.
A while back, me & a friend I have been talking to for
almost a year, basically “grew apart”.
We used to talk on the phone every other night & even kicked it a few times. Then all of a sudden, she was having issues
& had to move home w/ her mom & she ended up taking a night job as
well. I once remember that whenever she
was stressed about something, she would call me & I would listen & give
advice, even supported her on her business.
I understood that she was busy yet I noticed some things that were
happening like she would never hit me up on her off day & hang w/ her
friends & would flirt w/ more guys on twitter. I remember we were having full convos through
text & I was wondering why she would rather text than talk, we ended up
going the whole month of September not talking on the phone w/ each other, she no longer enjoyed talking to me but would not admit it. I sent her an email saying that I felt like
she was hiding behind chatting & texting & I told her if she was not
interested in talking to me anymore, just say something & I would just
leave her alone. She caught me on FB
chat & chatted about some things, I had to asked her 3x if she lost interest
in me, she finally said yes after blowing off the question a few times but she
said she wanted to focus more on her career.
A few days later, I gotten a text from her that she missed me & I
would always be her friend, yet I responded in an email why would I be a friend
when I supported you & you blew off talking to me for over a month?? No
response. What got me was that when my
uncle died, she texted me but then she called me at a time when I was at work,
almost like she purposely called me at that time to leave a vm so she could
avoid talking me. I remember in the
beginning of October, I remembered I followed her best friend & I DMed her
on why she was being distant, she pretty much told me that she didn’t like me
anymore yet she didn’t even know why. I
thanked her for the info & said her friend was a coward for not telling me
this. I even wrote a blog about why do
women push away guys that proved to be supportive to them. My friend caught wind & instead of
contacting me about me talking to her friend & the blog, she blasted me on
twitter. I apologized for my actions yet
I told her I was just upset because she wouldn’t talk to me about what was
going on. I sent one last email saying
on how she was being distant for no reason & would not communicate &
told her if there was any beef between us to PLEASE call me & we could work
things out. I have not heard from her
ever since that day & have not gotten a reply to that email. Now if I was somehow thrown into the friend zone, I just wish she would have said that.
But after this, it just had me thinking. This girl basically distant herself &
also would tweet, text, & chat, but would not talk verbally about her
feelings. I started to wonder if I was
like this since I liked her at one point.
So I basically took a twitter break, before I did, I gave my contact
info to some of my closest twitter friends to get at me whenever. And one night last week, I thought about it;
maybe I do need to change some things.
So I decided to become more professional & put my nickname to rest,
& that’s how I became @ItsMrJohnson5 , because I also felt I should retire @KingJaffe5 for a better image
But I want to thank all my twitter friends that’s been there
for me when I was feeling down; Valeria, Lamonica, Shelly, Cicely, Marla, and my LBs
Steve & Calvin for reminding me that I should not trip over one pretty face. I also want to thank
God for everything & pray that I would get the bitterness out my system.
Follow me on my new twitter: ItsMrJohnson5
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